Monthly Archives: September 2016
Don’t get me wrong, I’m blessed and grateful that He is, trust me. I just wish I knew why He chooses to wake me from rare sleep to tell me things, especially when my brainfog takes so long to clear when I get woken up from said rare sleep.
God’s been the most constant friend I have, especially when my actions, and sometimes even my heart, has told Him to kick rocks. I’ve abused His friendship, forgotten about it when times are extra good, and hung from His neck 24/7 when times were crappy. Yet He’s consistently overjoyed to hear from me.
Lol, I think I just answered my own question……..He wakes me up to get my undivided attention, just to share a private moment, and say I love you……and it’s on me if my first thought is WHAAAAAAAAAT?? I’m sleeping here, do ya mind? Wow,. I’m a 50 something bratty teenager, how embarrassing! I am a true CHILD of God, and my manners suck first thing in the am…….I’m ashamed, and also now know where my son learned the behavior. No wonder it bugs me so much, mini me.
I’m pretty lucky that God is sooooooooooo THERE…..and glad He always will be!
More later, xx
Grrr……….so sick of the government telling the world that people with chronic pain are all addicts, and then dictating yet another aspect of our lives! None of us chose this life-sucking set of circumstances, did we? I sure didn’t! I’d give anything to turn back the clock and stay in bed the day I got injured, and avoid the snowball speeding behind me that chronic pain has become. I wish this country hadn’t taken God out of the equation, because without Him, our government is a far far cry from what our founding fathers envisioned. He was the conscience and compassion that is so obviously lacking in our so called leaders today.
With that being said, please allow God into your life, and let Him manage your pain, friends. Without Him, I’d be in a padded room. God bless y’all xx